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all about me- PLEASE CLICK ME!<---  Namee- *Tan Zhiwang *aka* WangWang* DOB- *02-12-1984* AgE- *22+* StAtuS- * WorK- *Regular* e-mail- *zhiwang@singnet.com.sg* msn- *elmo_933@hotmail.com* gmail- *zhiwang84@gmail.com* friendster- *elmo_933@hotmail.com*
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10:37:00 PM Thursday, October 27, 2005
Disappointment just fill my days. Everyday got it disappointment inside. Wo kuai so bu liao le.. Sooner or later suffer depression.. Each day i can be very moody.. Very no mood just act out to be normal.. Today news really bring me to the lowest mood in my 20 yrs life i guess. I fail my black belt grading. Reason Unknown yet. *sigh* Totally lost. Before wake up this morning i got this dream. Got 4 people pass the grading.. And i know who pass le.. Just now training give out result i do hope i wont be true but some how fated to be it true. I fail. Zhen zhao as 1 of my bro that i complain to an wei mi. Will go for another try ba.. *I guess* if haven go NS.. Wont be so sway ba i kana dec intake.. = This month not my month ba. Everything i do sux to the core. I only hope i dun bring my swayness to all my close frens n buddy.. If not i feel damn guilty deh.. Before walking from bus stop to home i come across an old lady sitting at the staircase. IT RAINING DAMN HEAVY.. She is alone there. She asked mi for time then where the place. I think she had lost her way home. Cause dunno who tell her is bukit merah view where else my here is jalan bukit merah. Then mum at hse can see that place then she call mi to go buy. Some how i feel lose, an old lady raining sitting there. Thought of giving her some money to take cab home but.. haiz if i ask mum for some cash she sure scold mi de lor. Cause upon entering the house she nag mi say stand there for what.. Wondering if that old lady can find her way home. And a kinder soul lead her home ba. She had a fall before that... Arghh I HATE MYSELF, im useless. Meiyou yong.. =( End with sadness.. written by*-- Zhiwang
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